This was all in 2003, the year is a blurr, lots of drugs, alcohol, and medications consumed. Where '03 ended and '04 began I don't know. 2004 is literally nonexistent in my brain @ this time.......20005, now that's a different drink altogether! BOTTOMS UP! :0) Somewhere in there though was one helluva kick ass New Years Eve Party, that must be said. 2005 was a banner year for the family though. The beginning is a blurr, but one event sticks out in my mind. That event is my pissing myself. Yes, PISSING MYSELF! Let me go back a few days. I'll begin with what I can piece together so many years later. At some point in the night I go home and throw a drink in my husbands face. I don't remember that, but sure as hell does! And, lemme just say, I don't fucking blame him!!!! Would you!? The next thing I remember it's a week later and my husband is handing me these "letters" that I wrote. They are mostly incoherent but the jest of them is......GOODBYE......they are suicide letters to my husband, daughter, son. THIS IS MY ROCK BOTTOM........Stay Tuned, More to Come
APILL
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