I went back tonight and reread all my other blogs in the order I wrote them....I must say, they seemed much more complete in my head. LOL this is the way things go though, right? Oh, wait, maybe not for everyone......
It really bothered me @ first, I set for what seemed like hours, agonizing over whether I should go back to each one and finish it. Finally I realized, them not being finished is more like me than I want to admit, and so, as hard as it was.....I let them be.
It's kind of freeing to admit to myself, that part of myself. My thoughts are always random, and almost nothing I say or do in my daily life is well thought out, and never thought out to the end.
WHEW.......It's like a weight lifted, there it is, I said it out loud, it's out there in Internet world now, black and white on the screen in front of me. Something that I should probably work on, but ahhhh, we'll cross that bridge another day.
Wow, maybe this blog does help.
I WILL BE HAPPY TODAY! :)
APILL
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Thursday, October 4, 2012
To My Aunt:PATRICIA JO DOBBS AMICK
To My Aunt Pat:
It was 2 years ago today you left us and I must say it's a gaping hole in my life. You meant so much to me. You were the one I went to with my problems and I miss talking to you so much. You also asked something of me if you were to pass on and I feel I've let you down.
I hope you know I tried to keep my promise to you the best I could. It just wasn't possible. I will always feel as though I've failed you in that aspect, but I tried my best. I hope you can forgive me for my failures.
I think of you everyday. I miss you so much it hurts. You were a great person. A great aunt. Someone I could always go and talk to even at the end of your illness, you always were willing to listen and help see the up side, or, @ the very least, the other side of my situation. And you always stood up for Robbie, he misses you so much too! We talk about you and remember you all the time. I want you to know that.
YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN!!!! YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED DAILY, BY MANY!!!!!
IN LOVING MEMORY
PATRICIA JO DOBBS AMICK <3 XOXOX
APILL
It was 2 years ago today you left us and I must say it's a gaping hole in my life. You meant so much to me. You were the one I went to with my problems and I miss talking to you so much. You also asked something of me if you were to pass on and I feel I've let you down.
I hope you know I tried to keep my promise to you the best I could. It just wasn't possible. I will always feel as though I've failed you in that aspect, but I tried my best. I hope you can forgive me for my failures.
I think of you everyday. I miss you so much it hurts. You were a great person. A great aunt. Someone I could always go and talk to even at the end of your illness, you always were willing to listen and help see the up side, or, @ the very least, the other side of my situation. And you always stood up for Robbie, he misses you so much too! We talk about you and remember you all the time. I want you to know that.
YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN!!!! YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED DAILY, BY MANY!!!!!
IN LOVING MEMORY
PATRICIA JO DOBBS AMICK <3 XOXOX
APILL
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